monged

home now. holidays, chrismas, laziness, emptiness, strange-ness. we had the show today, first performance with audience.
it was cool. people liked it. the show is not ready though, but it's about to "fly away"- and the feeling of emptiness close by. in the closet.
i miss other cities now, when i don't have my rehearsals, and i am like in a strange period on not-really-being-in-my-life, but somewhere with so much time to loose/use/abuse, that you don't really know what to do with it.
so. family. chrismas. celebratiiing. i could use a smoke.
family. night. evening. no new subjects.
gonna wash some dishes now, ladies and gentlemen. gonna keep the touch with the material world.
people said that they got emotional during the play last night. it was very long, 2 hours and 45 minutes, but they still liked it and someho felt it. there's not much happening, just 3 guys who get more and more stoned, and you can see how the trip goes for them. the play is a trip, ,and that's how I should work on it further. sorin is soooo good in what he does, i really felt that he opens himself and discovers many new levels in acting. i know him pretty well, and i know how he was some years ago, when we started school. he grew up and he is very talented.
monged.
monged.
didn't contact gary duggan yet, damn it. I should take this in charge.
gary, mails for everybody i love, and some wine with my familyt, and maybe tomorrow go out,
and time to read a book, and maybe cut my hair, and some shiny stuff for the christmas tree.
that's how the sun comes back in my life again. :-)